Last night...
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Last night some of my worst nightmares came true. My mom finnaly snapped and began screaming at me and telling me what I care about. She thinks I've stopped caring about my school, myself, and even choir and rotc. She says that I spend every moment of my time on "that box", the computer. I have told you guys several times that before getting into this community and then the furry community following this, I was extreamly depressed. The people I have met in the past year have literally saved my life.
BUT. This doesn't mean that my time on the computer is the only thing that makes me happy now. Not at all. In becomming the much happier person I am, I can once again appriciate both the musical programs and the NJROTC that i'm in. My mother just doesn't see that. She claims that NOTHING makes me happy. She is wrong.
So do you know what her solution is?
She takes away the thing that saved me and made me realize I can be happy. You guys. The online community. those of you who know me know that i'm an emotional wreck, especialy when it comes to my mother. I do not know how long this may last. I may not see any of you again except for the 20 or so minutes a day I have right now at school. (that's how I'm writing this)
Today I had another talk with a gudence councelor and one of the assistant principals. At first I was extreamly weary of it because we all know how the school system can be. However I opened up and talked to them about things. I do feel better. but now... I know that I'm going to have to go talk to my mom again after school and tell her about this talk and (although not demanded from me) ask her to come talk to them. I'm terrorfied at what her reaction might be.
Well furs and friends, here's where I leave you now. I don't know if I'll be back in a day or 4 months.
I love you.
BUT. This doesn't mean that my time on the computer is the only thing that makes me happy now. Not at all. In becomming the much happier person I am, I can once again appriciate both the musical programs and the NJROTC that i'm in. My mother just doesn't see that. She claims that NOTHING makes me happy. She is wrong.
So do you know what her solution is?
She takes away the thing that saved me and made me realize I can be happy. You guys. The online community. those of you who know me know that i'm an emotional wreck, especialy when it comes to my mother. I do not know how long this may last. I may not see any of you again except for the 20 or so minutes a day I have right now at school. (that's how I'm writing this)
Today I had another talk with a gudence councelor and one of the assistant principals. At first I was extreamly weary of it because we all know how the school system can be. However I opened up and talked to them about things. I do feel better. but now... I know that I'm going to have to go talk to my mom again after school and tell her about this talk and (although not demanded from me) ask her to come talk to them. I'm terrorfied at what her reaction might be.
Well furs and friends, here's where I leave you now. I don't know if I'll be back in a day or 4 months.
I love you.
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Love you too.
Hope it turns out OK.
Hope it turns out OK.
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I wish I had some advice for you, but I'm afraid I don't have a clue here. All I can say is I hope this gets sorted out soon, and until then, we'll miss you greatly.
But hey, at least you can still get here from school, right? Just remember to focus on the positives, and you'll be fine. Good luck, Kelix.
But hey, at least you can still get here from school, right? Just remember to focus on the positives, and you'll be fine. Good luck, Kelix.
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I'm sorry Kelix. I wish you all the best during all this. Hang in there, k? You know you will be missed. I wish I could offer you some better advice or something, but I'm really at a loss on this one.
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