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Last night...

Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 5:23 pm
by Tum0spoo
Last night some of my worst nightmares came true. My mom finnaly snapped and began screaming at me and telling me what I care about. She thinks I've stopped caring about my school, myself, and even choir and rotc. She says that I spend every moment of my time on "that box", the computer. I have told you guys several times that before getting into this community and then the furry community following this, I was extreamly depressed. The people I have met in the past year have literally saved my life.
BUT. This doesn't mean that my time on the computer is the only thing that makes me happy now. Not at all. In becomming the much happier person I am, I can once again appriciate both the musical programs and the NJROTC that i'm in. My mother just doesn't see that. She claims that NOTHING makes me happy. She is wrong.
So do you know what her solution is?
She takes away the thing that saved me and made me realize I can be happy. You guys. The online community. those of you who know me know that i'm an emotional wreck, especialy when it comes to my mother. I do not know how long this may last. I may not see any of you again except for the 20 or so minutes a day I have right now at school. (that's how I'm writing this)
Today I had another talk with a gudence councelor and one of the assistant principals. At first I was extreamly weary of it because we all know how the school system can be. However I opened up and talked to them about things. I do feel better. but now... I know that I'm going to have to go talk to my mom again after school and tell her about this talk and (although not demanded from me) ask her to come talk to them. I'm terrorfied at what her reaction might be.
Well furs and friends, here's where I leave you now. I don't know if I'll be back in a day or 4 months.
I love you.

Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 6:17 pm
by Tom Flapwell
:sad:

Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 6:53 pm
by Rooster
Hope it all smoothes out for you dude, we'll be here when you get back.

Take care of yourself, and stay frosty.

Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 9:52 pm
by Bocaj Claw
What they said. If you ever need someone to talk to, I have a spare ear.

Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 10:25 pm
by Dr. Doog
thoughts of love and excellence towards you, my friend.

Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 11:00 pm
by nickspoon
Love you too.

Hope it turns out OK.

Posted: Sat May 05, 2007 1:04 am
by The Donmeister
I wish I had some advice for you, but I'm afraid I don't have a clue here. All I can say is I hope this gets sorted out soon, and until then, we'll miss you greatly.

But hey, at least you can still get here from school, right? Just remember to focus on the positives, and you'll be fine. Good luck, Kelix.

Posted: Sat May 05, 2007 10:26 am
by osprey
You will be missed.

Posted: Mon May 07, 2007 1:38 am
by Tum0spoo
I am online from home roght now for the one hour that she's given me...

Posted: Mon May 07, 2007 1:47 am
by Tabris_The_17th
I'm sorry Kelix. I wish you all the best during all this. Hang in there, k? You know you will be missed. I wish I could offer you some better advice or something, but I'm really at a loss on this one.

Posted: Mon May 07, 2007 2:32 am
by Tum0spoo
well my hour is up. <3 night fellas (not to exclude arloest)

Posted: Mon May 07, 2007 11:00 am
by Muninn
I wish I had some advice for you, but I'm afraid I don't have a clue here. All I can say is I hope this gets sorted out soon, and until then, we'll miss you greatly.
Unfortunately I too can only repeat this. Hope things get better in the future Kelix.

Posted: Mon May 07, 2007 11:04 am
by CodeCat
I'll be hoping for the best. Remember, there's no need for there to be light at the end of the tunnel, if the tunnel itself can be illuminated too.

Posted: Mon May 07, 2007 9:28 pm
by Tum0spoo
So she said "You can have computer time, I just don't want you on there for hours at a time"
So I guess I'm back...

Posted: Mon May 07, 2007 9:59 pm
by Rooster
I may be wrong, but she may just be trying to encourage you (in her way) to not become one of us computer-junkies

Good ter 'av yer back though matey :wag: