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It's been a while since he's been around. Happy 21st birthday, norsenerd. <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://definecynical.mancubus.net/forum ... /smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif' /><!--endemo--><br>

NN! come back! we need the four arrow avatar!

Happy Birthday, norsenerd, wherever you are!

Happy B-Day!

Norsenerd! I remember him!<br>Happy B'Day and congrats on yer 21st!

Happy birthday and many more <!--emo&:lol:--><img src='http://definecynical.mancubus.net/forum ... /laugh.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='laugh.gif' /><!--endemo--> !

Happy Birthday buddy! <br><br>(and for those who are wondering where NN is, he recently moved and can't get online that often, but I think he might have been away since before the move... *shrugs* Oh well... Love him anyway. <!--emo&^_^--><img src='http://definecynical.mancubus.net/forum ... /happy.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='happy.gif' /><!--endemo--> )

I'm late, but happy birthday norsenerd.

I supose some explination is required. I've been away fro a while. I was posting regularly and when I last posted I was mearly suffering from major depression. I stay in the hospital psyc ward kept me from posting for several days and my life has been too much of a mess to be a regular at this site. It still is. I am, however, trying to keep people informed of what's goign on.<br><br>After the hospital stay I droped out of Indiana University. I tried hatching it out in Bloomington but I coudln';t get a job and thus coudlnt' aford to live. I took my Uncle up on his charity abotu housign me. I moved to Maryland in May or this year. (I think it was May). Since then my health situation has deteriorated and now, scine dropign otu of school, I am unisured. The depression continues but thanks to a prgram alowign me to see a therapist for $5 a week I am reciving some treatment for it. I am also not on medication (which I was on when I was insured) that was helpign treat the depresion now seing how I can;t aford to see a psycatrist. MY family and I have decided that I need to start seign one again and posibly get back on meds irregardless of the costs.<br><br>There is a health issue that is ocurign now in addition to the depression. Startign a month and a half ago I started noticing limitational dificulties with concentration. IT has goton worse and consentration is a problam for me that I ahvnt; experianced before. Also comunication (both writen and spoken) is more dificult recently. There have also been a few incedences of seasures, paralyzation, and other clearly phsyical symptoms of a nurological problem durign this time period. IT has me quite woried especialy since I dont; have a diognosis yet. I have an MRI and an EEG next week. The MRI place is, throguh great mercy, offorign their MRI for free. The problem could be anything from soemthign that is purly pyscoschematic (my mind is harmign itself with these problems) to somethign more phsyical and serious.<br><br>I'm havign dificulty keepign in trouch with people who deserve to be informed of how I'm doing. I'm makign an efort to do so as much as I can. It's hard when somethimes when you sit down to write a letter you can;t get half a paragraph out befor you freek out or you call somebody and you loose to abiltiy of speach but to those people who care it means a lot and is apreacated and helpfull. I dont; want to neglect anybody and few people who have truly cared about me (icnludign several members of this comunity) are never compeltyl out of my thoughts. People here deserve to know what's gogin on with me if they want to. I will try thoguh I'm not gaurunteeing sucsess.<br><br>I was once a member of this comunity and Define Cynical has provided much needed suport especialy when I was first visably suffering from depression. I dobut it can be much of a suport but one of the things that I've learned abotu life is that any plan you may have wont; last a month before somethign forces you to change it. These thigns force you to make decisions and beign forced to make deciisons means that it can't be complelty thought out and planed. I dont; knwo how much I willb e involvd with DC again. I plan to check this thread out again in the near future at the very least.<br><br>For thous of you that do care I will respond to e-mail and phone calls, even if I can;t do ti for a few weeks maybe. I don't want to publicly provide such information anymore but if you want I can get you info on how to contact me. There's a lot I don't know. I am aware of all I don;t know more then any poitn during ym life. There is some chance that what I have may be lfie threatinging. There is so much I dont; knwo that dont; even know what the chances of that are. I'm jsut rambilign a guess adn I cant; stand to write for very longer but...<br><br><!--QuoteBegin--> <table border='0' align='center' width='95%' ><tr><td class='quotetop'><b>Quote:</b> </td></tr><tr><td class='quotebody'> Happy Birthday buddy! <br><br>(and for those who are wondering where NN is, he recently moved and can't get online that often, but I think he might have been away since before the move... *shrugs* Oh well... Love him anyway.  ) <!--QuoteEnd--></td></tr></table> <!--QuoteEEnd--><br><br>I lvoe you too girl. <!--emo&:wub:--><img src='http://definecynical.mancubus.net/forum ... ns/wub.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wub.gif' /><!--endemo-->

aww....Happy birthday!!

A very belated happy birthday.<br><br>Hope you get over your problems <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://definecynical.mancubus.net/forum ... /smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif' /><!--endemo--><br><br>And hope that someday the US realises that Universal Health Care is a necessity, but that's beside the point.

Happy spawning day!

Happy Birthday.

Thanks for the update, norsenerd.<br><br>Take care of yourself. We'll keep you in our thoughts.

Ouch, that's rough norse. Here's hoping you can recover from your problems. I'll be pulling for you. <!--emo&:)--><img src='http://definecynical.mancubus.net/forum ... /smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='smile.gif' /><!--endemo--><br>